愧恨[kuì hèn]
ashamed and remorseful; remorseful:
例:内心深自愧恨
feel bitterly remorseful
1. 等他们逐渐聪明起来时,已为时过晚,愧恨于长时期内对自己的浅薄习焉不察,往往最终成为一个蠢人。
For that is the common case of youth. They grow wiser when it is too late; and, ashamed and vexed at having be bubbles so long, too often turn knaves at last.