1. Think of a nice word to describe the state of mind, well, hold hold fire myself. this is a common problem to the person who look like free and easy. willing to be trash, finally crazy in the corner alone. someone said that, it isnt easy to let others feel you are happy. hiding to read fairy tale, collect the most simple joy. somethings are more clear to the bystanders, they cannt cherish. all the things are hardwon, how be back at last. a girl on the stage said that, she really really like singing, and really thanks to the god let her have the gift. her cherishion, i am moving. are you as the same as me, all remenber, dont say, arent you?
想到一个很好用的词组来形容那个微妙的心境，恩，憋着憋着燃烧自己。这是些看起来很洒脱的人们的通病。愿意当垃圾桶，最后自己在角落抓狂。那个谁说，让别人觉得你很快乐可不是一件容易的事情。一个人躲起来看童话故事，收集最单纯的joy。有些东西真是旁观者清，眼看着他们不会珍惜。一切都好不容易，怎么就后退了呢。舞台上的女孩说，她真的真的很喜欢唱歌，她很感激上天让她拥有这个天赋。她的珍惜，让我感动。难道你们也跟我一样，都记得，都不说，不会吧？
2. When, i feel, i belive, im ture, im the first man in the world. my thought, my behavior, my words, my humor, my wise, my interest, my non-selfishness, my faith, my cofidence, my ability, my dream, my smile, my attraction to let a friend trust me with life, my power to make everything easily done in my hand, my my my.....too little world, but exast too mang things. non do i care, but one i trueasure as more than anything, now, i lose, i give up, i retreat, i fear i fear i fear. a fool am i, why did say forever, why did i say defence, why did i say love, which is a word a lie a game that created by human played by human in human society. i still live in my heaven. the heaven, yeah, is around the corner, soon will i embrase it after death. how, why, i never lose, what this time up. i can look in the deepest bottom of someone's thought by one glance, and what is a joke, what is rediculous, i cant see her heart. because i look at her in a pure color, and, she, is colorful. i dont know how many men she love, i dont know why i am big big big big fool. right, im a fool. i dont no her, i dont no human faith, i dont no my treatment, i know it's fate, itslife. this time, should i drop to the last man. so i lose, hehe. now i care one problem, is it better to berak my heart in pieces or let it die?
当时，我觉得，我相信，即时通讯结构，即时消息的第一人在world.my思想，我的行为，我的话，我的幽默，我的智慧，我的兴趣，我不自私，我的信仰，我的cofidence ，我的能力，我的梦想，我的微笑，我的吸引力，让朋友信任我的生活，我的权力，很容易做的一切在我手中，我我我。。。。。太少世界，但exast太芒things.non我照顾，但我trueasure多东西，现在，我失去，我放弃，我退缩，我担心我担心我担心。
3. Mind, I dont say a CRIME; I am not speaking of shedding of blood or any other guilty act, which might make the perpetrator amenable to the law:my word is ERROR.
注意，我没有说`犯罪`，不是说流血或是其他犯罪行为，那样的话肇事者会被绳之以法，我用的字是`错误`。