1. I am used to hide myself, dodge the covert sensation even it's happened, i will let it hide in the music book as a noiseless pause. i can flowing day and night as a river, seems unrestrained and unconstraint, no one can guess i just want to hide the sleeping fish on riverbed. i am used to consoled by loneliness, but a warm pair of hands, i defend for my self---always be exiled to a frontier by love, shall be realized desolate beauty which ignore easily; i willing to be the flockmaster who shepherd far away, what i shepherd alone is just the herd of inner.
我习惯隐藏自己，躲避隐秘的感情，即使发生，也让它像个寂静的休止符藏在乐谱里。我可以像河流日夜不止的奔行，看似恣肆而无所阻拦，谁也猜不到，我只为藏好沙床上那条睡觉的鱼。我习惯被孤独抚慰，而不是被一双暖意的手，我为自己辩护说——总是要被爱放逐到边界，才会体会出易被忽略的荒凉之美；我愿做远到天边的牧羊人，独自放牧的不过自己内心的兽群。